Dream List!

well... maybe that's the wrong title for it.  really should be seen as more of a vision list.  my director told me to write a list of all the roles i want to play and also write a separate list of how i see my true self perceived by society, physically.  like, what would i be wearing?  so along the lines of that, i think there is the ability to create a list of qualities and characteristics i would have at what i believe would be my highest potential, or as i like to call it, my wonder woman self. I said last post that i would come up with the list and then post it here.  i lied.  but maybe it's a blessing in disguise, as i'll be able to really break down how and what i see is my wonder woman self.

How I am at my highest potential


1.  Fashionable: no i don't have to have super expensive designer outfits but looked polished.  like i did care how i looked when i left the house.  specifically the image that pops into my head is a slightly oversized black shirt and then some cut off jeans that are rolled up at the bottom (like high waters). the jeans are a light wash and have a few holes on the knees.  the kicker is i'm wearing these really hot heels.  not stilettos, like wedge platforms or woods platform heels.  i keep defaulting to these michael kors gold slingbacks i have that have a wood heel and platform.  i also see gold accessories, a ring, some bangles, and earrings.

2. i'm not made up where i look like i night on the town, but i do have a glow.  i'm thinking a light application of bronzer.  and DEFINITELY LIPSTICK.  lipstick is the biz, people.

3. my hair long, healthy looking and is pulled off my neck but in a low half bun.

4.  my posture is amazing.

5.  i am honest.

6.  i am fearless.

7.  i am confident.

8.  i ALLOW myself to be impulsive.

9.  i am a free spirit.

10.  i am fit as in healthy as in, in shape.

11.  i have a great smile and let others know when they do.

12.  i am not afraid to speak my mind and stand up for what i think is right.

13.  i am an award winning songwriter.

14.  i record a lot of demos for a lot of artists.

15.  i am a reputable comic book writer.

16.  i am an award winning actor.

17.  i am dateable and dating.

18.  i am well traveled.

19. i speak more than two languages.

20.  i am financially stable.

21.  i live by and for my art.

22.  i am spiritually in sync with the universe.

like all things are transient so do i believe will be the content of this list.  but it is a good place to start.  because i can focus on the ways to make certain points realities now, and also to have put in down on "paper" sends it out in to the message to the universe to make these things happen in my life.  that i desire them.

so off to bed.  let's see how my muscles fair tomorrow morning.  just worked out four days straight.  don't know if my body will be happy...